so, two months ago the girl i love told me that she needed to be alone and left me. i've had my good days and bad ones, but i have been thinking a lot about it over the past few days, and it's eating me up inside. to add to this pain of losing that special someone, i've had some negative things happen at work, and my new job search is going nowhere fast. please pray for God to help me find more peace to get some things done in my life to help me relax for a change.