my heart is just plain tired

[dalhorn1]

after meeting whom i thought was the one last year, then having the relationship end on her terms, I was heartbroken. I've kept my motor running and my eyes and heart open for someone to come along that was meant just for me. Today I came to the fork in the road, but I didn't have to make a decision. I heard that the girl I once envisioned being beside is now engaged and marrying this spring. There is no longer a fork in the road, just a straight path onward. I no longer have to wonder "what if". That should be a burden lifted off from my shoulders. I know, be happy for her fortune, blah blah blah. I want to honestly feel like that, but I'm tired of seeing others roll the dice and win while I seem to crap out. I guess I'm just worn out from blindly accepting that there is indeed someone out there made just for me. I think this was the final straw that did me in. How do I carry on?

 

[Bevoette]

Just keep on keeping on. live day by day and know that was not the person you were meant to be with but the one that is is still out there and fate will bring you together.
I have been married 21 yrs and it's not always been easy he's pig headed and I am a taurus, strong willed, and yell at the TV durring sports which makes him pissed at me but we try to keep on keeping on and before him I was engaged twice and hard to believe but the other guys broke it off with me ! imagain ! I thought I was a catch and that after the 1st it could not happen again but it did and I was not happy but kept on and next thing you know I am engaged for the 3rd time and now it's been 21 yrs of marriage. sorry to ramble but it's not always easy in love.
Just keep you chin up and keep loving life and love will find a way.

 

[MikeUT00]

prayers extended.