Heart Problems

[Anonymous]

I really need prayers for strength right now. Over a month ago I found out I could have a serious heart problem and there was a good chance I would have to have some kind of surgery.

Saturday night while in Austin I passed out by the stadium and was taken to St. Davids. Long story short I had a panic attack that caused me to pass out, but while I was there they did some test and my heart just doesnt sound very strong right now. It was just a blur....

I'm just really scared. I didnt know where to go or to turn to. My family does not know about Saturday...no one does cause I can't stress anyone else out. I've never passed out and been out for so long...I'm just scared. I'd never been to the er by myself before...it was just scaring being alone.

I have another doc. appointment thursday to set up some tests so I'm just nervous I guess.

I hate being selfish and asking for prayers for myself...but I'm trying to stay strong for myself...and for my family.

thank you...all for atleast listening.

 

[longhornbell]

If you can't tell your family, how about a close friend? Having the support is very important right now.
Try to be assured that if this was something very serious, you would not have been released by the ER. It is probably a problem manageable by medications. Praying for your good health.

 

[Texanne]

I pray that your conditions is managable with medications and you live a long and productive life.

When you let you loved ones into your problems, you give them something: a chance to help you. I know this sounds naive, but I believe that people really do want to help other people, and by telling your friends and family about your conditions -- and your fears -- you give them an opportunity to help you by praying and being strong. It is not a sign of weakness or selfishness to ask for help -- the truly strong recognize when they need help.

Psalm 18:2 may help as well. It has always helped me find find strength.

You will remain in my prayers.

 

[Anonymous]

Thank you for your words. It means so much. I've tried to be strong and after a very long and difficult day at work I guess got bad new.

Five minutes ago my life has… changed. I received a call from my doctor saying they found something on one of my test I did a while back and he wanted to tell me before tomorrow’s appointment. And its not good. I’m scared to death now. I’m only in my 20s and I’m scared. I was told that I could realistically go into cardiac arrest at any moment in my life. Tomorrow I will set up more test etc and then surgery….

I’m scared….I have to get the money first to pay for all this since my insurance won’t cover it all. But I’m scared of waiting…of today being my last day here or tomorrow…or whenever.

I’m just sad. After everything today I just cant handle this news. I do not want to tell anyone until I know exactly what needs to be done because its not fair to put them through this worrying too. I’m scared to hold it inside but my parents can’t know now. This is my only outlet…to get it off my chest.

I thank you all for your words again….I must stay strong but all I want to do now is cry. I just don’t understand it. I always knew I could receive this news….but put it on the back burner until recently…I don’t want to deal with it….

 

[Bevoette]

It's never selfish to ask for prayers for yourself.
I hope you find strength and healing and I will pray for you.
Please find comfort by telling someone close to you, it's a great thing having someone to lean on and support you through tough times.
Family, friends and prayers are very powerful !

 

[jimmyjazz]

First, money can be had. Contact Katy and see if she will arrange a way for us to raise funds anonymously. (I don't know why I'm assuming you're a regular poster, but even if you aren't, there are people around here who will help.)

Second, I think you need to reconsider your desire to keep this from your family and close friends. I know it's hard, but put yourself in their shoes. They want to know, and they can help.

Third, PM if you want an email or a phone number.

Fourth, if you feel the slightest bit ill, call 911. Again, forget the money.

Fifth, you're in our thoughts. Hang in there. It will work out.

 

[EyesOTex]

Second jimmyjazz and Bevoette. And please keep us posted. There will be a way. Also, even thought it may not be remotely related to your situation, I had a cardiac ablation procedure several years ago that completely resolved an irregular heartbeat problem and it was painless, fast, and easy. The worst part was I had to miss a football game. Not making light, just letting you know there are many solutions to many problems; let us pray for you and keep us updated.
eyes

 

[gobears92]

prayers!

 

[rustjs1]

I also had tha cardiac ablation about a year and a half ago. Really simple. Hopefully this gets resolved

 

[MikeUT00]

prayers extended.