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[Anonymous]

i just need to talk and blab about my problems to some one who will listen and respond i am 16 years old pregnant and keeping my child i know i know roll your eyes you have all heard this kind of stuff before but i have just found out like weeks ago and the wounds are still fresh it seems and it has all just been one big ol crazy trip i am a good enough kid. i mean i have tried drugs like twice but that was a long time ago and have smoked a cigarette like twice in my my life maybe three and i would never think of doing that again and and i am really proud of myself for this one: i have never been drunk in my life!!!! i had a sip of alchol once or twice but my mom and dad let me so its all good.My school life was going good but i was never like the perfect student but i try so all in all i think i am a pretty good kid i mean i have not done anything seriously wrong except now i am pregnant.......i had kept telling myself you have to tell your parents but i just couldn't and it was just too late my boyfreind said the same thing as we discussed it we gotta tell we gotta but then we just went in to denial i know its soooo stupid....Nowadays i barely see him it seems only on weekends so i saw him last weekend for the first time it was amazing like falling in love all over agian because i hadnt seen him in like three weeks until then and this weekend i get to see him so i am sooo pyhsched and he is too. is it stupid that i love him?? i dont think it is i mean he is my best friend and i tell him EVERYTHING he understands we have been together for a year and 8 months now i think and it is a long time or thats what i think nowadays it seems like teens can't keep relationships but we did and we have been through everything. i just hate the whole situation i bet if everyone was rich and stuff they would be able to have childeren and no one would care at all i think the main thing is money thats what it all comes down to MONEY you get to the top with money its a big horrible circle like hmmm like this situation i dont have anymoney because i dont have a job i dont have a job because i didn't do well in school i cant go to school because i dont have any money and it just turns into a huge messy circle that doesnt end. i just hope i can get through school i mean i am off school now because i am pregnant but i am going back in september and finishing my semester that i missed so i can be in school its just that i hope i can pick a career that makes cash fast like my mom wants me to go into hairdressing and that make smone quick like once your out of school you can make money right away so yeah its just a matter of getting the right career that makes cash fast.but the thing is i have to give up my art that i love i cant look to support myself just on art so i have to do that one the side

and that sucks. anywho i think i am done blabing my mouth off anyone who wants to reply go for it, it would make my day thanx bye bye

 

[S.A.Diva]

Things happen in life that we don't intend to happen. You are 16 and pregnant--it happens. What do YOU want to do with your life? Do you want to keep your baby? If so, will the baby's father be around to support you and baby?

I would not get a job to "make money fast" because you are being pressured into it. Your education is extremely important! I suggest that you continue on with high school and then decide if you want to go to college (which I would highly recommend). Going to college and getting a degree will give you opportunities for employment and earning potential and will make your life easier in the long run. These days, there are many programs for unwed mothers in your exact situation. They pay for day-care, tuition,etc... it is NOT impossible---it is a lot of hard work, but then again anything worth having is A LOT of hard work---even when you don't feel like you can go on.

I do not know if you are religious or not but this may be a good time to examine that. With God, all things are possible. Your future is what you make it and there are so many opportunities for you...weigh them ALL. You'll be in my prayers.