It must be me. I was sitting in church getting myself ready for worship and listening to the music. It suddenly occurred to me than the noise issuing from the organ pipes was unpleasant and not doing anything for me. I guess I need some music appreciation lessons. It was very different than going to a Mavericks game and coming to the unpleasant realization that Humble Billy Hayes is never going to shut up, but I get the same helpless feeling that something others find entertaining, exciting, uplifting or soothing is completely inaccessible to me.